Sharp

Fall labels, 
Wisconsin Weather, 
and the tans are fading. 
Edgy fall wardrobe?
Please. 

Decisions

Why do I push you until you break?
And you do the same back. 
This isn't how it's supposed to work. 
We are supposed to be happy. 
Supposed to work these things out. 
It's difficult to forget. 
Almost impossible, actually. 
Then there are opportunities knocking, 
But it's not like I'm emotionally secure enough, 
to embrace them. 


I think too deeply, 98% of the time. 
Excuse that quality. 

This Life.

It's hard to imagine the end of anything. 
The ripples are endless, but I am so flawed. 
I plan every last detail for years ahead, 
and probably don't enjoy each day as I should.
I am in college, liking it, but looking forward to the rest of my life.
But when I get to "the rest of my life" I'll look back and regret not
taking advantage of every year. 
My future is also so unsure at this point. 
New York City for a week, could bring incredible changes. 
This comfortable place has been my now. 
I want to do something beneficial each day.
A journey of living. Take one with me?

That look in your eyes that I miss so much.

Baby, remind me. 
It's hard to hear "I'm giving up.", 
just because I never would have. 

Here's to starting the day together.

This week brings some suspicious joy. 
Truth comes out, hopefully it is lovely. 
Until then. 

Silence

Living alone is helping me to cope with silence. 
It's an awkward thing when you're not used to it. 

Running Circles around Myself

My morning coffee is my best friend.
Makeup-less faces bring me joy.
Mini vacations, 
Lets get away. 

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Turn up the Music in your Heart.

Those times when you want to cry and scream at the same time. 

Hello Fall

Vanilla Chai candle
Mink Muffs nail polish
and girl talk on a Monday night

This Special One

Is he the chosen one? Or is that me. 

The Elephant in the Room

Finally past the stresses of figuring out my crazy schedule. 
Getting down to the last few classes of my college career. 
That is, if they all align like they are supposed to. 
Best of luck to everyone on their adventures this year. 
Let's get together and go do something spontaneous. 

You are Beautiful

Love. 
Love. Love. Love.


Everybody is searching for it, 
Many have found it, 
Some never will. 


There are certain instances that I replay in my head. 
Day after day. 
I just don't understand the way people live sometimes. 
But, who am I to judge?


Things just aren't "Meant to be". 
I love and hate that expression so much. 
Relationships take effort, whether they are "Meant to be" or not. 


I am just now getting past a time in my life when I thought everything was right. 
There are some things that I cannot change, and will move forward. 
I will be happy with someone again. 
And hopefully find, 
Love. 

This title's potential is blowing my mind.

There's a point in life where it is time to step back. 
I think I have reached that point, probably numerous times. 
Confusion is such a dominant emotion in my brain recently. 
My new horse Armani is incredible. He is the most powerful and reactive horse my trainer has seen. 
But at the same time this is making him really dangerous. 
I don't want to give up on him, he wouldn't give up on me. 

This Beautiful Day

Cheers to Junior year in college. 
This year should bring many new beginnings and opportunity to excel, hopefully graduate. 
I'm ready to be swept off my feet.