Blonde lover, come with me.

I want to voice my opinions. 
I would like to change my past. 
Sometimes I find my emotions overwhelming. 
And tomorrow is a new day. 


I love being happy. 
And finding each and every smile. 
Yet guilt floods so easily. 

Oh, beautiful future.

The future is tomorrow, next hour, a year from now, right? 
Why does it seem so far off? 
I feel like I am sitting around waiting for "my turn". 
My dad always tells me that I can't do this, or can't do that, because I am still in college. I am supposed to live according to a budget, and keep my spontaneity in check. 
I'm young. It's "my turn" to have fun. Isn't it? 

Sometimes I just want to speak in poetry.

Unraveled, yet pieced together, 
Traveling these familiar streets. 
Reminded pleasantly of the 
stabbing smiles. 
Wandering with adventure-filled
eyes, behind mysteriously 
sealed lips, just being there. 
Silently, yet so deeply engulfed into the world
that others cannot see. 
One foot after the last, 
through this crazy thing called life. 
Experience this. 

So Many Beautiful Things

So many things have been going on lately.
It's been such a crazy and wonderful summer. 
I need to get more sun kissed, although I work everyday.
Colorado for 2 weeks. 
Hello Lovelies. 

Design

I am pleased to report that I made it through finals week.
I am now working full time as a nanny of 2 year old boy twins. 
They definitely keep me busy. 
It's pretty bizarre how different they are. Max is the laid back cuddly type, where Brody has a crazy temper and a rowdy side. 
Overall, it shall be interesting. 
I am incredibly excited to move into my college apartment. 
I can move in as early as the 28th of May, but won't be living there until school starts again in September. 
It is a cute little studio apartment in a historic brick house. 
I have never lived alone before. 
I'll post pictures when I am all moved in and everything is designed to my liking. 
Ta ta for now. 

A Great Friend's Day.

Today is Quinne's 20th Birthday. 
We have been together through thick and thin, making memories we will laugh at for years.
I wish her the most amazing day. 
She is a very loved 20-something. 

Finals

I'm so incredibly ready for finals to be over. I feel like I just have one project after the other. At least the sun is shining bright today. 
Inspiring, really.