Decisions

Why do I push you until you break?
And you do the same back. 
This isn't how it's supposed to work. 
We are supposed to be happy. 
Supposed to work these things out. 
It's difficult to forget. 
Almost impossible, actually. 
Then there are opportunities knocking, 
But it's not like I'm emotionally secure enough, 
to embrace them. 


I think too deeply, 98% of the time. 
Excuse that quality. 

This Life.

It's hard to imagine the end of anything. 
The ripples are endless, but I am so flawed. 
I plan every last detail for years ahead, 
and probably don't enjoy each day as I should.
I am in college, liking it, but looking forward to the rest of my life.
But when I get to "the rest of my life" I'll look back and regret not
taking advantage of every year. 
My future is also so unsure at this point. 
New York City for a week, could bring incredible changes. 
This comfortable place has been my now. 
I want to do something beneficial each day.
A journey of living. Take one with me?

That look in your eyes that I miss so much.

Baby, remind me. 
It's hard to hear "I'm giving up.", 
just because I never would have. 

Here's to starting the day together.

This week brings some suspicious joy. 
Truth comes out, hopefully it is lovely. 
Until then. 

Silence

Living alone is helping me to cope with silence. 
It's an awkward thing when you're not used to it. 

Running Circles around Myself

My morning coffee is my best friend.
Makeup-less faces bring me joy.
Mini vacations, 
Lets get away. 

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