I would long for the day I could prove myself in this world.
I knew exactly what I wanted and how I would get there... I just had to finish college first.
My parents always told me that education is the most important thing.
I understand and believe this too, in a sense.
That everyday running drive I had has faded into a hum of 'What am I doing?'
The greatest that could have come from pursuing that feeling might have been grand, grander than the accomplishments yet to come of me.
I'm expected.
Every hour I think about how I will overcome obstacles, and the most realistic way.
I want to turn these dreams into reality, but I haven't got the passion I used to have.
Being young and trying to prove yourself in an adult world is tough, but I'm sad with myself that I gave in.
You'll hear more from me, this isn't my end. I just wonder what could have been.
And everlasting at that.
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