Decisions

Why do I push you until you break?
And you do the same back. 
This isn't how it's supposed to work. 
We are supposed to be happy. 
Supposed to work these things out. 
It's difficult to forget. 
Almost impossible, actually. 
Then there are opportunities knocking, 
But it's not like I'm emotionally secure enough, 
to embrace them. 


I think too deeply, 98% of the time. 
Excuse that quality.