People don't take the person telling the judgement into consideration before judging.
I wish I could publish my side of the story, for everyone to read.
Because this game is getting so mean.
I can't defend myself anymore.
Think what you want. 
I'm done.

I'm so nailed in place.

I just got home from seeing the vow, 
exquisite movie.
It makes me wonder, 
how life will unfold. 
I have so many lust-less priorities holding me back.
I hate being held here waiting for it all to end.
It shouldn't be this way.
I'm so tempted to leave it all behind, 
technology, school, the life I'm used to. 
I'm emotionally unstable,
and that's okay.
Tomorrow's a new day, and maybe just maybe,
I'll run away.

Lightly Stated

I find that I don't write when things are busy in my life, 
when really it should be the other way around. 
There has been so much going on in my friend's lives.
I find myself giving advice that I should be taking myself. 
I have a new theory about being single.
I've been single for a while now, and haven't been in a while; but here it is. 
You should never be single solely for the fact that you want to be single.  The reason for this is you are probably denying people that are actually right for you because you are trying to live up a fantasy of something the single life is owned up to be.  I think there are reasons to focus on yourself, and to make sure you are emotionally stable enough for a relationship, but I would never deny feelings because I made a decision, before meeting that person, that I would remain single. You never know what you could be missing out on. 
That's my word, and I'm sticking to it. 

Marketing

Turning Around.

My kitty is afraid of music. 
We are young.
So let's set the world on fire. 
Tonight, lovely. Tonight. 

Entirely Bonkers

Maybe things are working out.

This is a happy post. 
Today, things just seem right. 
I had a casting at Neiman Marcus, four photo shoots this month, meeting with Ford Models Chicago, and then off to Hawaii for 17 days. 
I rescued the most beautiful kitten. 
I feel whole hearted, and content with my plans.
My bed is unmade, my faucet is dripping, but I think it's pretty. 
I can't wait.